Monday, December 28, 2009

Where am I Running?

Where am i running? Why so much rush? what is my destiny that im cravin s much for? Today, when i am so very engrossed in my worldly deeds...a thought occurs from nowhere...askin me where have i lost myself? I try to remember...but the time past since my last self reflection is so long that the memory of myself...my true self...has indeed faded....
I try to remember..some vague memories flash in front of me...how i used to enjoy those small pleasures of life...how i would care about small trifles...those small joys so hard earned which meant a world to me then....where are they lost today? where are the people i used 2 so care about...i hav cum all d way for them...but i cant see them around me now...where is everyone?
If they are not around...then does it mean i hav come to the wrong place? have i lost my path while trying to reach the destiny i so craved for? how? where did i go wrong? was i too fast n all else fell behind? or was i too fast n passed my destination on the way already? I missed it...blinded by my pace i missed the one thing i died for...n now there is void...n now thr is void...