Where am I Running?

Where am i running? Why so much rush? what is my destiny that im cravin s much for? Today, when i am so very engrossed in my worldly deeds...a thought occurs from nowhere...askin me where have i lost myself? I try to remember...but the time past since my last self reflection is so long that the memory of myself...my true self...has indeed faded....
I try to remember..some vague memories flash in front of me...how i used to enjoy those small pleasures of life...how i would care about small trifles...those small joys so hard earned which meant a world to me then....where are they lost today? where are the people i used 2 so care about...i hav cum all d way for them...but i cant see them around me now...where is everyone?
If they are not around...then does it mean i hav come to the wrong place? have i lost my path while trying to reach the destiny i so craved for? how? where did i go wrong? was i too fast n all else fell behind? or was i too fast n passed my destination on the way already? I missed it...blinded by my pace i missed the one thing i died for...n now there is void...n now thr is void...

On Critics and Criticism...

How we all njoy jus pointin out flaws in every1 whom or everythin that we despise...its kinda pacifying to ourselves that the target isn't really as good as it seems...but think again....
Is it just cos sumwhr down the line you actually envy his or her position? Or you wish u were as lucky yourself? Or simply wanna make yourself feel better that you are no less....
Whatever the reason..a point here is that every single act or task that is carried out by any1 has a certain amount of effort gone into it..a certain amount of dedication...a certain amount of attachment by the doer...a certain amount of hope...It is like someone's imagination taking shape...
So criticisin sum1 is lik criticizing sumbody's imagination...n nobody has the right to do that...for the simple reason that imaginations donot follow rules...they r not supposed to..
So y criticise???